December 29th, 2009
as it is the ending of year 2009, she is ready for year 2010.
she had a wonderful day with her love earlier and most importantly there was an interesting yet important conversation that took place between them.
they shared a lot of things.
she was listening to him attentively, then there came along this conclusion she had about herself few days ago while celebrating Christmas.
the night of Christmas, she was asking her brother a few questions that brought about a conclusion that, sometimes, we lack of an acknowledgment about ourselves, our inner self.
what does that acknowledgment is about?
it’s about the inner voice that we hear to bring us to witness a fact, a truth or even a piece of information.
often, because the fact/truth/information in our inner voice may not be pleasing to us or they are not within our beliefs, we choose not to acknowledge them.
she thinks, by not acknowledging there comes an emotional make-up and that make-up will not bring eternal happiness. on the surface these emotional make-ups look perfectly fine but what about within their inner self?
as she has come to an understanding there are certain things she has to acknowledge, that had brought about some peace in her to welcome year 2010.
what does that acknowledgment do for you?
it sets you free (but its not facing the truth, because the side effects of facing the truth is that you have to deal with the emotions that sets in later ).
to acknowledge means witnessing a thought / an event that took place with no attachment or detachment to that thought/ event effortlessly. you view it like a 3rd person and you find the direction to move forward.
sounds easy? (she has no answer for this. there is no YES/NO, there is no RIGHT/WRONG)
she is amazed to have discovered so much of that thought process and so is her love one (he is ever so supportive to be doing this with her…)
OM~